i have just realised how serioud this matter could be
i just dont understand how i could be like this,
ignoring everybody around me
get scolded for believing in somebody
get scolded for being irresponsible
i already feel left out, i dont know who to confide in any more
should i just cower into my own world of thoughts
ignoring everybody around me?
that is impossible
knowing myself, i cant do things without company
maybe this is the time for me to wake up
to work harder
try harder
aim for my goals
it doesnt seem as if i am stressed or have alot of responsibilities..but those words on the tagboard has indeed hurt me so..who are you, so cruel to say that.if you are really finding me a pain, or hate me for faking..why not just tell me straight in the face or put your name there?
stress is taking over me.its heavy.it made me a person i dun want to be.
Monday, May 01, 2006;
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